human decay.-human decay.
i can never talk about you anymore. people get too nervous, they look at me as if i am a flower bedridden with black widow spiders, a bird without a nest
so i write this knowing that your name comes and goes with the moon, that i am trying so hard not to let your absence hurt me
forget me, send me back out with a ride tide pulling at the horizon.
you were the only person who wanted to know me, knew i was upset by the way i held myself, checking for a heartbeat beneath all the dust
i wonder that if i killed myself, would anybody tell
He Doesnt KnowIt's three in the morning and I'm lying in his bed. I'm cold and I'm shivering and I don't think neither him nor the blankets could keep me warm. I try not to think about what Honey is doing right now or how we're probably doing the same thing. I try not to think about how this isn't the first time I've done something like Honey. This isn't the first time I've felt like a whore. There is something different about Ben, though. He doesn't seem to notice that is what I am. He doesn't seem to notice what's wrong with me or where I come from or where I've been.He Doesnt Know
"Alex." He whispers as he crawls into bed. I want to tell him that isn't
reese
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"One touch of
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This is Kitty. Copy Kitty to your signature to help her achieve world domination!
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／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
l、ﾞ ~ヽ
じしf_, )ノ
This is Kitty. Copy Kitty to your signature to help her achieve world domination!
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faster than c = Time Travel
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